Well, things have grown quite quiet on the poker front for me. Another failed buy in online, and have not played live since the 14th. I will spare you the details of my recent online bustout, but lets just say it included the craziest (and one of the most costly) 17 minutes of my online career. I call it, “The 17 minutes of Infamy”…..lol
I have a live game tonight at one of the TNT’ers and I am looking forward to that. I have no idea if it is a cash game or a sng/tourney, I just know I am looking forward to having a few wobblies and throwing around some chips. Just looking to have some money and hopefully pad my meager live roll I started a couple sessions ago. If all works out I will use that and only that for poker, and build it a little at a time.
I started reading “Why you Lose at Poker” today, one of the books I got this fall from PokerStars. Being a “Goals guy” as my buddy Onemanblitz calls me, this time of year I have often set a huge list of goals for the New Year. Last year at this time I was riding high, coming off the biggest one night live haul of my poker career. This year I come into the New Year limping. I am not playing at my best, although I feel my game is coming around after a terrible, tough year. I have in fact made a list of goals, although it only has one item, and that is simply this:
“Get Better at Poker”
Nothing fancy to be sure. I plan to get back to studying. I plan to get back to thinking about the game, rather than bitching about my bad luck or bad beats. I will not let the game consume me as it has in recent years, but I will spend most of my poker related time to getting better, and at least in my case, for this coming year that will be done away from the table. I plan to play less in 2008 than I have in the past, but when I do play it will be focused play, rather than playing out of habit or compulsion. I plan to read all the books gathering dust on my shelf and I plan to work hard on my mindset and strategy, all of which can be done away from the table. To truly get better you need to play of course, which I will, but not as much in years past. I think by playing less, but playing more focused, and getting back to my roots of being a poker student I can have the best year yet of my poker life, as well as set myself on the right track to enjoying this game, the highs and the lows, going forward for the rest of my playing days.