Well what an up and down, and up and down day today has been. I ended up just about even for the day online, but i was up big, and then down big and had to scrape and claw and dig my way back.
I want so badly to be good at this game. I want to be a winning player, and I want to win for the sheer competitiveness of the game. I sometimes wonder am I tough enough to play this game at any serious level? Am i tough enough to take the beats, the highs and lows and to keep coming back? Am I disciplined enough to do what you need to do to succeed at this game? I have my doubts. I will continue to plug on though. I know inside of me, if I get out of my own way, take my ego out of it, I can be a good player, a winning player. Now its time to prove it
