Today I had probably the best work out of 2010. I didn’t leave one cleanly done rep behind.
Not one.
I have been stagnating, the last month. Stuck in neutral
Doing my workouts, sure. Eating pretty clean, (occasional bad food here or there but not once over my WW points).
Today I decided no more half assing it. I am going to so what I can accomplish if I believe I can do this. If i believe that getting under 200 (and 190 and 180) is no different than going from 225 to 220, or 215 to 212. I am going to trust in the plan of attack I have chosen (Weight Watchers for food, p90x for workouts) and give this every ounce of energy I got.
Don’t get me wrong, I long for the day that this takes no effort. It’s just something I do. Eat clean and move more. But right now I have to fight for it. Right now I have to make myself go to I think i can’t safely do another rep. Eat clean but stay nourished. The next 8 weeks will be the hardest I have worked this year. It will be the best executed exercise and eating I have put together consecutively. I will let whatever results come. I can only control my effort. Nothing more.
Tonights workout was chest and back with Ab Ripper X. I am too tired to post up my results. I hit some highs for the 6 weeks I have been doing P90x (started originally May 30th, restarted 15 days ago) . It was a great workout.
Now, bed.
